I was in relationship for over twenty years with my high school sweetheart. He decided that he wanted to be with someone else and not me any more. I was pretty shocked and never saw anything like this coming at me at all. He moved out when I was at work and I came home to an empty house. It completely destroyed me for about a year and I was pretty depressed.
I had to struggle to buy new furniture and appliances which I had to do little by little. I told myself from that day on that I would never get into another relationship again. It has been over 5 years and I am more independent then ever. My self-esteem is way higher then it used to be and when I need my sexual desires complete, I turn to fuck buddy dating.